This year every one of my sweet daughters went to school on August 22
nd! I will admit, I was sad to see Tiffany go. It's always hard when your last little bird leaves the nest to go out into the
BIG world. You hope that you have taught them how to make go choices, to be kind, to listen to and respect authority and manage problems when Mom is not around to tell you what to do.
The first day of school Tiffany rode the bus. It was a new adventure and she loved it! However, living in Houston, August is hot and humid. We have been having temps up in the 110*s, then add on the heat index and it is just so hot you feel like you are melting. So, her time on the bus only lasted three days and she began to not like it very much.
She was quite bored the first week of school. She was hoping to learn something new, but all she heard was rules, rules and more rules. The second she saw me after school let out, she'd run and jump into my arms and tell me how much she missed me. She kept telling me school is too long. (Which I totally agree. Kindergarten in Houston is ALL day. It is just too long for these little ones. But, it's free daycare and parents love it.) On day three of the first week, she woke up and told me,"That's it, I am not going to school! I am tired. Can I just not go today, but I will go the next day.
Ok Mom?" It was quite humorous. I told her that she had to go Monday-Friday, and then she would stay home on the weekend. To which she said,"Are you kidding me?!?!"
On Monday she was a bit apprehensive to go to school,
but I told her this week her teacher would begin teaching her new things. That made her happier and she became a little more eager to go. She went everyday this week, no complaints, and has now slipped into her routine of going to school.
Oh the first week of school is so hard. Change for each one of my daughters is difficult. They have never been very good at it. I long for the second week of school to be over, because I know by then everyone will be feeling more comfortable with school and all the tears are dried up and long gone.
So, this is my success post! We made it! Yeah! So, now some of you may be thinking, "What is Danielle doing with all of this free time while the girls are at school?" Well, I have been cleaning this house and getting it organized after the bomb that hit it this past summer! I am really busy with my calling right now, I have been reading, running and just enjoying time to myself. I have had a child/children at home with me for the past 16 years, now the house is quite...I have to admit...I do miss my girls.
Some days, I reflect upon a blog post of mine from earlier this summer~
http://rdvccbt.blogspot.com/2011/06/butterflies-life-lesson.html
Here is a little poem I stole from my friend's blog. I think it sums up how I feel pretty well...
I wonder what you're doing right now,
and if everyone is treating you kind.
I hope there is a special person,
a nice friend that you can find.
I wonder if the teacher knows
just how special you are to me.
And if the brightness of your heart
is something she can see.
I wonder if you are thinking of me,
and if you need a hug.
I already miss the sound of your voice
and how you give my leg a tug.
I wonder if you could possibly understand
how hard it is for me to let you grow.
On this day know that my heart breaks,
for this is the first step in letting my baby go.